I might go inactive soon. (Running away)
Apr 1, 2024 18:41:29 GMT
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Post by lostmedia1975 on Apr 1, 2024 18:41:29 GMT
Ha, Happy April Fools!
Or so I wish. As bad as the timing is for these kinds of posts, I’m actually being 100% serious here. (If you don’t want the mood of your day to be ruined or anything, because I don’t want to do that to anyone, I would say you might want to click off now.)
So in all seriousness, I might go inactive in a few months, if not years, and it’s not what you’re thinking. I don’t want to do it, but I kinda have no other choice.
Ever since last year, I’ve been planning to run away to a different state, or even another country entirely, because of my shitty home life (which I won’t go into detail about here). But then ever since I have been put in foster care, I haven’t seen our mom much (our relationship is pretty complicated, and also not exactly very healthy either, to put it lightly).
But then yesterday, after spending months making it clear to my houseparents, therapist (who I don’t have anymore), and case managers that I refused to go back, i found out that in addition to our mom trying to get us back in her custody, our own Case Managers, to whom I made very clear I didn’t want to live with her again, are working to put us back in her custody.
So now that I know that, it’s starting to seem more and more likely that I’ll have no choice but to run away from my current foster home placement. It’s not a guarantee, mind you. I’m just saying that if I do go inactive, you guys know why.
So, if anybody here has any advice on running away, or if you have or know someone who have done it before, feel free to share. To anyone who wants more info, I already have a private messaging “confession” thread, so I can add you guys there if you want (trying to fix my mistake of just impulsively inviting people to these private discussions. It’s a bad habit of mine.)
tl;dr: I’m planning to run away soon, so I may be inactive for a while, if not permanently (but that’s only if I die.)
Or so I wish. As bad as the timing is for these kinds of posts, I’m actually being 100% serious here. (If you don’t want the mood of your day to be ruined or anything, because I don’t want to do that to anyone, I would say you might want to click off now.)
So in all seriousness, I might go inactive in a few months, if not years, and it’s not what you’re thinking. I don’t want to do it, but I kinda have no other choice.
Ever since last year, I’ve been planning to run away to a different state, or even another country entirely, because of my shitty home life (which I won’t go into detail about here). But then ever since I have been put in foster care, I haven’t seen our mom much (our relationship is pretty complicated, and also not exactly very healthy either, to put it lightly).
But then yesterday, after spending months making it clear to my houseparents, therapist (who I don’t have anymore), and case managers that I refused to go back, i found out that in addition to our mom trying to get us back in her custody, our own Case Managers, to whom I made very clear I didn’t want to live with her again, are working to put us back in her custody.
So now that I know that, it’s starting to seem more and more likely that I’ll have no choice but to run away from my current foster home placement. It’s not a guarantee, mind you. I’m just saying that if I do go inactive, you guys know why.
So, if anybody here has any advice on running away, or if you have or know someone who have done it before, feel free to share. To anyone who wants more info, I already have a private messaging “confession” thread, so I can add you guys there if you want (trying to fix my mistake of just impulsively inviting people to these private discussions. It’s a bad habit of mine.)
tl;dr: I’m planning to run away soon, so I may be inactive for a while, if not permanently (but that’s only if I die.)
