Some of PushingUpRoses' YouTube videos

Well that's easy enough to resolve, you only need to pay her 2 bucks a month to get access to them and you can set it so you only pay for one creation per month.

Having watched the first video, I think Roses might've been paranoid about it getting demonetized due to the content and potentially getting her channel in trouble so she just privated it rather then take the risk of leaving it public, especially considering the video ends with her saying "fuck censorship" and flipping the bird uncensored and nowadays a lot of smaller creators(who can't get away with swearing all the time unlike bigger ones like AVGN)are trying to avoid swearing in their videos altogether to avoid getting demonetized.