lost video of penquiz0 reaction to the inquisitor drama

For awhile I hated penquinz0, I liked him a lot. But recently I was thinking about why I hate him now. Then i remembered it was because of his video encouraging the rumor that inquisitor was a predator. I remember in the video was that he had one of the out of context messages saying, I would marry you. Then penquinz0 saying how could you, how could you. After I remembered this, I became furious how it was covered up, and clips with him talking bad about inquisitor was deemed out of context, and it had nothing to do with him. So, I searched on youtube and couldn't find it. I went on reddit and the only thing I saw was someone a few moths ago looking for the video too. To be honest I'm not sure if it even is lost, and I'm just not looking in the right places. So, please help. Also, I always wondered why he didn't make an apology video, not i know why. Thank you!