What you wish you were good at

I wish I was good at drawing Rule34 fanart myself like Shadman.

Also wish I was better at writing erotic fanfiction.

Wish I was better at drawing and animation. I'm getting better but there's a long way to go.

Anyways, I wish I was actually good at being social and getting along with people. I don’t want to be alone, but unfortunately it seems like that’s just the card’s I’m going to be dealt. It doesn’t help that I look like I was on “To Catch a Predator” with my ugly-ass pedostache. I also always tend to worry about something I say being potentially offensive, but no matter how many times I think it over, it still comes out as offensive and hurtful.

I hate my life.

Yeah I feel you, I'm a weird case in that I'm SUPER social and extroverted but I also clam up A LOT around people and majorly worry what others will think, to the point that it turns around and makes me introverted. I have some really weird interests and that weirds "normal" people out. It's not like I can "edit" comments or delete them in real life and I think that's part of the problem :0

Very much in solidarity with both of you.. I'm autistic and the characteristics of my disorder make socializing one of the hardest things to do. Coming onto this forum and chatting here is the most communication I've done in eons, and even here occasionally I feel self-conscious about my verbose way of speaking. Having a common interest among the users here makes it easier to talk, but reading tone is still an exceedingly difficult thing..

using and coding with C++ but right now ill use blueprint mode whenever i plan on getting unreal engine