I'm I a media gatekeeper?

I have a hdd not ssd you know I'm going to be fucked one day but my hdd has two copies of a disney internal ftp containing media from 2005 - 2016 or later and I'm to my knowledge the only person with a copy as if you remember I opened a subsite something like ro-archive.xyz/ftps and it had direct connections to it without leaking the username, password, server name of both ftps turns out those two were ddosed to death using my site without my knowledge util one day I tried using /ftps/ and it gave a no ftp login found error. 💀

So yeah I'm basically stuck to gatekeeping the stuff due to the massive number of files and how long it takes to archive it all.