This post will be copied from a yt comment I made 2 years ago. ”i have 1 personal lost media that i cant find you see back in like 2018/19 i was a fan of gravycatman (a roblox youtuber) i remember a 100k sub special which was formatted like an "history of gravycatman" the first part i think was that he watched his first video which was a minecraft video in the nether (im pretty sure it was modded) at the end he dies in a pit from accidently falling in it? after that he laughs and then mocks his old voice then his nephew laughs? without the cat filter voice (i think his nephew was with him) the second part was where he saw thumbnails of some how to basic like videos after that we watches i think (how to use an umbrella and how to use a shoe?) after that he watches a video with his face in it in the video he had a lightsaber from starwars (a blue one i think) and knocks down some sort garbage bin after that he points out how it has 600 views (at the time of it being recorded) after this he watches his early roblox content (one of them was speed simulator) and then the video ends with him watching car wash simulator videos (the videos of car wash sim is still up) ADDITIONAL NOTES the thumbnail was exactly like the 50k sub special instead with 100k sub special text on it instead of 50k sub special the video was deleted late 2020-early 2021 as i last remember watching in 2020
Best bet would probably be to contact him since the video is only on private, here is the full transcript of the video + some metadata I was able to find: