Personal lost media?

My old diaries and art. My family moved a lot and it was hard to hold onto a lot of stuff (my parent would also "make" things disappear sadly). Tons of art-again, if parent didn't like it, it "disappeared" while I was out at school.
Some sample anime DVDs I had from magazines-I used to sneak them when my parent wasn't home, some anime handouts. I hid as best I could but parent eventually found those too.
Also this really cool "animal dictionary" thing I made with fancy magazine clippings. I was quite animal crazy as a kid and even wanted to be a "archeologist" or "paleontologist," misspelled since I was like 6 of course. Finally, some Seuss themed book called like "All About Me" or something like that. Similar to my diaries.

Well there was a lot of weird videos that I did over the years on my devices that I couldn’t save or deleted for reasons

Wow that really sucks, as bad as my dad could be he never personally went after any of my stuff(probably cause he knew if he did i'd mess with his stuff too out of spite and he had a lot of dangerous stuff like guns and chemicals that wasn't meant for kids to be around and if I did mess with it mom would've been pissed at both of us) and i'm very grateful that i've never once had to move and i'm still living in the same house I was born in(same bedroom too).

It seems strangely wistful and personal, but the old text messages/emails between my first "major boyfriend" and me. It was an older phone, I didn't back anything up (and I'm pretty sure he didn't) and we've been no contact for over 10 years now. I was just thinking of the fun long distance conversations we would have. No, I'm not stuck on him, I'm not pining for him, I'm not hoping to rekindle anything, I'm not still "missing him" or anything like that, I just got a certain vibe from our interactions and it would be fun to see what we rascals were up to then. Ain't never being found though.