Lost Youtube video of Graphic TAWOG The Grieving Remake

I have been looking for this video for a while now and it just disappeared off the internet. I was around 10 years old when this happened and was obsessed with creepypastas and the lost episode stuff too and The Grieving is a very well-known Gumball creepypasta where the Watterson siblings get murdered and gumball kills himself at the end, just your average cliche creepypasta about children's media gone scary and violent. Like other lost episode creepypastas, The Grieving has several remakes uploaded to YouTube. This video was one of them, and I found it while I was on my laptop in the middle of the night and was around 6-7 minutes long. I don't remember the exact date or year it was uploaded or even the title, but the description was under the lines of "I found this on the dark web", some obviously fake story because creepypasta fans are like that for some reason, I remember the video specifically what looked like some pretty disturbing content at the end. The video started out as you average Grieving remakes with re-used content from other remakes such as the Richard Watterson crying scene with the shoddy blur effect and that very creepy Anais picture that still scares the crap out of me, if you know you know, however, there was some original content such as a flashback scene of the donut cop guy searching the school and finding both Anais and Darwin's corpses and that made it seem more accurate to the story, except for the static effect that was sometimes present in the video. The credits from the actual show rolled along, when suddenly for about a few tiny seconds there was static and some jumbles of colors at the end, which I slowed down those pictures and there appeared to be the silhouette of a plague doctor, which was present in the original creepypasta in the disturbing clips part of the story, another frame appeared which I couldn't get to pause at the right time so I do not know what that was (assuming it was the stomping on a kitten split second clip) but then the part that really scared me came, where the jumbles of colors appeared. In the original creepypasta there was also another particular scene mentioned where the episode showed a short clip of the narrator's brother being shot and killed. This clip I saw appeared to be a very oversaturated blurry split-second clip of a boy with a red shirt falling down to his death, and there appeared to be green and blue dark colors present. This really made my heart hurt inside, as I thought I had literally seen a child die on the website, which probably wasn't the case and was just the creator adding more static effects and whatnot, but I had nightmares after seeing this video and could not stop thinking about it the whole night. Now, I realize this video is 100% fake and am no longer scared of it. After about a couple of months from getting over it, I decided I wanted to see the video again out of curiosity but then it just vanished into thin air, no mentions of it or anything. The other day just recently I tried again out of morbid curiosity to find it using keywords like "TAWOG The Grieving real I found this off of the dark web" and stuff like that, but I just couldn't seem to find it. I am assuming it was most likely changed to private, or take down by the YouTube team, but If there is anybody who had seen something similar like that then feel free to reply. Here below I have uploaded images of the particular scenes recreated from memory using MS paint and photoshop
 

The donut cop finding Anais



Disturbing clip #2



Creepy plague doctor clip

 more donut cop pictures